Hansen: Let's ban Father's Day

June 14, 2012|By David Hansen

Some dads are built to win "father of the year" contests. They volunteer for Boy Scouts, drive an Expedition and somehow find time to work out. I am not that man.

I am more likely to lose my son at Costco.

It's not that I am irresponsible; it's just that, well, I have three sons first of all, so things are often out of control.

Put it this way: Holidays are not supposed to be scary, but I am always afraid of Father's Day.

I just don't like it. It's intimidating and completely self-flagellating.

If I were honest, I think it's because I never feel entirely satisfied with how I'm doing. I'm always wishing that I could take something back, but we don't get mulligans. All we can do is say we're sorry — and I do, regularly.


I didn't have a real father, so I'm learning as I go along. Maybe I'm overcompensating. Friends tell me I'm a great dad, but I don't think anyone is always comfortable or happy with their performance. Most dads, I'm convinced, consider themselves inexplicable role models.

We try and that's all we can do.

The issues now are murky and confounding. More than ever, I find myself saying "I don't know, Google it."

The questions are harder, infinitely harder.

My 10-year-old has math that seems more difficult than my college calculus. I seriously dug out one of my college texts to solve a fifth grade math problem this year.

I'm a "writer" yet can't answer middle school English problems. I majored in journalism and minored in English but sometimes have problems remembering the rules. Maybe I break too many now out of convenience?

These feelings of inadequacy have settled into a gnawing, perpetual loop of fatherly anguish and remorse.

The stats back me up. Fathers basically suck at being fathers.

"Considerable evidence has emerged indicating that adolescents who live in mother-only households are less likely to engage in deviant behavior and drug use than children from father-only households," according to the National Institutes of Health. This group, by the way, is not some fancy sounding Internet front. This is official government research published by the U.S. National Library of Medicine.

Furthermore, rather than just own up to our own failings, fathers keep quiet.

"Compared to single mothers, single fathers have been shown to communicate less often with their children," the report said.

Fathers don't show as much affection. We don't display emotion. We don't cry, except perhaps lately over the Lakers.

Again, the stats do not lie.

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